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And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it's been awhile
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile
Since I could call you
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means
And it's been awhile
Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
And it's been awhile
Since I can say I love myself as well
And it's been awhile
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
And it's been awhile
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again
Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day!
And it's been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
And it's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
And it's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me
And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry |
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| yes i do know that i do not get lots of comments and kudos or props.
yes i do know that my xanga is not pimped to the max
yes i do know that my xanga is boring
yes i do know that maybe for some of you that go to see my page you either read what i wrote in that little box or your reading this
anyways i'm really bored i havent done that much shit during this summer and today at this moment i'm feeling better about a lot of stuff........
so ttyl and im out
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| hey well um...not much has happened but summer school is out and regular school will be starting.........ugh. I joined the speech team and Schurr and I'm sleepy but i cant go to sleep. I'm bored and I need something to do.
well ttyl then bye
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| Viktoria invited me to go with her to the Beck concert.....I'm so excited well just stoping inn and I have to go get ready. |
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| hey well summer school started......i mean its only fun because im out of the house, the class is easy, and im with my friends. i dont have to put up with anyones shit and like yeah. today lol the teacher did kick my out of class for 5 minutes because of my talking. loser. my hair color grew out so i will be puting more pink back inn. what else.....oh i am not a morning person i can not wake up in the morning. lmao well anyways i went to the beach on sunday and got sun burned like a mother.....oh yeah my parents our buying 2 Seadoos fuck yeah now im gonna have a lot of fun. well ttyl.
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